Monday, February 13, 2012

Little Girl Blues

Little Girl Blues
She didn’t feel pretty inside and out
Her mother didn’t know what this was all about
Last time she knew, she was with her father
But everytime she would ask questions, Mya said she didn’t want to be bothered.
What was causing Mama’s Little Girl Blues?
What was making her not go to school?
Who was putting the marks on her neck?
How about the big sunglasses when it wasn’t even light yet?

Daughters Response: Mama I’m having the blues
When I go over there he make me take off my shoes, and than my clothes,
Oh Lucky Me! you didn’t never recognize the fear in me?
He touches my body and my soul freeze, if I resist Mama my nose bleed.
He was suppose to be my first love, not literally, I don’t have a relationship
Well normal , He’s sick, disgusting, and immoral. Mama I got the blues, if only you knew.
I can’t go to school because it consume my mind, the thought of my Father’s body on top of mine.
I couldn’t tell this secret, because of the gun behind my head, but I’m not afraid anymore, Im No Longer Scared.
He claim he love me, tough love indeed, what kind of father makes his daughter carry his seed? So, with this said I take my life, NO MORE PAIN & NO MORE Fight! *Pow* No more Blues From Fear & Lies.

A Mother Final Letter That Went UnSent:
Baby its not you, it was your father, what real man would have relations with his daughter
If only I noticed you wouldn’t been scarred this way, I wish I coulda took the pain from your face, the pain, the strain, that lives behind your eyes from him touching you between your thighs.
You could have come to me, and told me your blues, you was born to me, so protect you I would,
I mean without a doubt, that’s why I’m writing this from jail don’t you see what this is all about,
You was born to love not fear your life, so if I could do it again I would kill him twice,
When I seen you lying there I losted my mind, my baby? My precious gem, carrying a child by a man I chose.
Sorry Baby, if you would have only told.

R.I.P. To those that gave up without a fight, tell someone before you decide to take your life. —San~D Mental Thought

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